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After she threatened him, Elijah fled for his life into the wilderness. He has been through an intense few years, enduring drought and famine in the land, working a miracle for a widow but then being accused of killing her son, experiencing the murders of fellow prophets, and now being hunted down by the king and queen of the land.
As the scene from today’s reading opens, Elijah sits down under a solitary tree and wants to die. Like many depressed and suicidal people, he lays down, unable to muster the energy to continue, and he falls asleep. Then an angel appears and urges him to eat and drink the food and water that miraculously appeared. He does so but laid right back down again. The angel touches him a second time and urges him to eat more. This time, the food gives him the strength to get up and make a 40-day journey deeper into the wilderness.
When Elijah arrives at the cave on the mountain of God, he is not suicidal anymore, but he is still in despair, feeling left alone because all the other prophets have been killed, and knowing he is still targeted by the violent queen. The reading for today ends here, but the following verses tell us how Elijah then experienced God in the sound of sheer silence (or a still, small voice, or a gentle whisper, depending on the translation). God didn’t arrive in the rock-splitting wind, or the earthquake, or the great fire, but in the unexpected silence. After experiencing God this way, Elijah finds a new lease on life and goes on to continue his prophetic work.
Questions of the week
What is your reaction to reading about a person who was hand picked by God to be a prophet, led a faithful life trying to do what he thought God was asking of him, and yet experienced suicidal thoughts?
Who are the angels that have come to you during a difficult time and helped you to get up and continue your journey?